2009.11.24 Thinking of you …

This is for you, my personal Majesty, with love, because I miss everything about you and today is 24 – 2 and 4 like your favorite numbers, so here it is:

The Cure – There is no if …Remember the first time I told you I love you -
It was raining hard and you never heard -
You sneezed! and I had to say it over
“I said I love you” I said… you didn’t say a word
Just held your hands to my shining eyes
And I watched as the rain ran through your fingers
Held your hands to my shining eyes and smiled as you kissed me…

“if you die” you said “so do i” you said…
And it starts the day you make the sign
“tell me I’m forever yours and you’re forever mine
Forever mine… “

“if you die” you said “so do i” you said…
And it starts the day you cross that line
“swear I will always be yours and you’ll always be mine
You’ll always be mine
Always be mine… “

Remember the last time I told you I love you -
It was warm and safe in our perfect world -
You yawned and I had to say it over
“I said I love you” I said… you didn’t say a word
Just held your hands to your shining eyes
And I watched as the tears ran through your fingers
Held your hands to your shining eyes and cried…

“if you die” you said “so do i” you said…
But it ends the day you see how it is
There is no always forever… just this…
Just this…

“if you die” you said “so do i” you said
But it ends the day you understand
There is no if… just and

There is no if… just and

There is no if…

 

2009.11.04 Try to remember the 4th of November

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when some salty dew covered my face (finally). I learned my lessons – there is no spoon, no “forever”, just a constant “maybe”; and between me and the world the shifting waves of moods, emotions, thoughts, illusions, words and music through which sometimes I float, other times I drown in.

Happiness is a lucky accident. Are you feeling particularly lucky today?

Tom McRae – Karaoke Soul

Wolfmother – New Moon Rising

Ghost Vs. Sanne – Nobody’s Perfect

Finley Quaye – Supreme I Preme

thebrooke – Little Red Riding Hood (Sam The Sham & The Pharoahs cover)

The Twilight Singers – The Lure Would Prove Too Much

Salsedo – Mon Amour

Gutter Twins – Front Street

Tom McRae – My Vampire Heart

Darling I’m lost
Adrift in the dark
I’m clutching your words
To my vampire heart once more
So let in the light
Turn me to dust
If it don’t end in Bloodshed dear
It’s probably not love

 

Here we are
In the darkest place
My reflection
Shows only your face

Something is found
Something is lost
Went looking for clues
On the streets of old New York
And I spilled someone’s blood
I broke someone’s heart again
Someone you know
You’re looking at him my friend

And the people in our lives
We all leave behind
Leave behind

Here we are
In the darkest place
To keep from forgetting
I picture your face
And I wonder
While we count the cost
Which is sweeter
Love or it’s loss

So I curse you
My vampire heart
For letting me love you
Love you
For letting me love you
From the start

2009.10.01 Autumn scent

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in sounds and words:

Silje Nergaard – This is not America (David Bowie cover)

Michal Lorenc – Bandyta OST

Vamp – Ta Meg Med

The James Gang – The Bomber

Pentangle – Travelling Song

2009.09.17 Shifting moods

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Short story: “A change will do you good” he said, proposing himself. I pushed “play” and as the music started I no loger saw him – I don’t like changes!

Shakira – La Despedida (Love in the Time of Cholera)

Shiny Toy Guns – Stripped (Depeche Mode cover)

My Morning Jacket – Librarian

Tyr – Regin Smiður

Lunatic Soul – Adrift

No Man – Truenorth

Leonard Cohen – Everybody Knows

Everybody knows that the dice are loaded
Everybody rolls with their fingers crossed
Everybody knows that the war is over
Everybody knows the good guys lost
Everybody knows the fight was fixed
The poor stay poor, the rich get rich
That’s how it goes
Everybody knows

Everybody knows that the boat is leaking
Everybody knows that the captain lied
Everybody got this broken feeling
Like their father or their dog just died

Everybody talking to their pockets
Everybody wants a box of chocolates
And a long stem rose
Everybody knows

Everybody knows that you love me baby
Everybody knows that you really do
Everybody knows that you’ve been faithful
Ah give or take a night or two
Everybody knows you’ve been discreet
But there were so many people you just had to meet
Without your clothes
And everybody knows

Everybody knows, everybody knows
That’s how it goes
Everybody knows

Everybody knows, everybody knows
That’s how it goes
Everybody knows

And everybody knows that it’s now or never
Everybody knows that it’s me or you
And everybody knows that you live forever
Ah when you’ve done a line or two
Everybody knows the deal is rotten
Old black joes still pickin cotton
For your ribbons and bows
And everybody knows

And everybody knows that the plague is coming
Everybody knows that it’s moving fast
Everybody knows that the naked man and woman
Are just a shining artifact of the past
Everybody knows the scene is dead
But there’s gonna be a meter on your bed
That will disclose
What everybody knows

And everybody knows that you’re in trouble
Everybody knows what you’ve been through
From the bloody cross on top of calvary
To the beach of malibu
Everybody knows it’s coming apart
Take one last look at this sacred heart
Before it blows
And everybody knows

Everybody knows, everybody knows
That’s how it goes
Everybody knows

Oh everybody knows, everybody knows
That’s how it goes
Everybody knows

Everybody knows

2009.08.23 Fixation

Pic: Vama Veche by Larme Eterne

Nouvelle Vague – In a manner of speaking (Tuxedomoon cover)

In a manner of speaking

I just want to say

That I could never forget the way

You told me everything

By saying nothing

In a manner of speaking

I don’t understand

How love in silence becomes reprimand

But the way that i feel about you

Is beyond words

Oh give me the words

Give me the words

That tell me nothing

Ohohohoh give me the words

Give me the words

That tell me everything

In a manner of speaking

Semantics won’t do

In this life that we live we only make do

And the way that we feel

Might have to be sacrified

So in a manner of speaking

I just want to say

That just like you I should find a way

To tell you everything

By saying nothing.

Oh give me the words

Give me the words

That tell me nothing

Ohohohoh give me the words

Give me the words

That tell me everything

Oh give me the words

Give me the words

That tell me nothing

Ohohohoh give me the words

Give me the words

That tell me everything